....Picking up where I left off a few yearsa ago....

      
         I realize that I haven't had any entries in my Blog lately, so I'm taking from some of those days in the past, that are of writings I did back when, of people and places I knew then.... 
      
        ............January third, 1976.............
     

         The New Year has finally arrived! I'm still in a financial vacuum, which I have no release from at this moment. I do however, have more confidence in the future by signs that were appearing for me recently. 
     I would hope to finish this painting so that I can start on another, it is such a good release, as is writing.....

            ...Give me time to experience and give me the next day to love, fore I wish to see life..............

         .............April seventeenth, 1977.............

        I'm trying to look at myself once again, not a revelation, as much as looking at changes that might stem from the past.
        It's a perfect Sunday.....as Sundays are these days. That's including work later on. Things are doing much better now, at work. The Resturant is concrete. It will be outstanding and I will be a part of it....
      
            ...Love is with me, day by day, I need that extra love, maybe someone a little bit closer......

       ...........July twenty third , 1977-  Saturday 3:00 p.m.

       Three Months have past since my last writing, which once again it's a beautiful afternoon, here at the picnic table, bottle of Wine,  1971 Napa Valley and half Nude.
       Unlike that Spring afternoon, I find myself out of a job at the Golden Bough. My life has once again changed...for the better..?! It seems strange, to have such wonderful weather at a time of Death. A Death I was involved with. Once more to listen to words he will never hear again and will never convey to our living souls. I lost another friend with last words spoken to me!
       What now should I seek? The truth is still clinging, but somewhere it doesn't work.......my mind wanders, while Tokas stays near....what am I to gain, what am I to lose....?

        .............. I still believe in love..
                       My thoughts are with you,
                       all of the time.......
                       But where do I  leave you,
                       when that loving never ends..?!